Month: February 2025

My heart inditing a good matter,
My tongue is the pen of a ready writer.
I will speak the things I have made concerning my King—

Tossing back and forth on my bed,
In the night’s silence,
My eyes closed but sleep gone.
Within me is a beckoning—
My King wooing me into His inner chamber,
Into His majestic sanctuary—
Where the air thickens with incense,
And warmth envelopes my soul—–
Drawing me with bands of love.

How can I enter Thine inner chamber- Most Holy One?
Do You not see my tainted purity?
How can You wash me clean
when my self-righteousness could not?
Yet with the chords of love—
You still draw me close,
Bleeding symphonies of Love,
Your voice echoing in the stillness,
rejoicing over me with singing.

In shadows of doubt, I tremble and fade,
yet Your light pierces through, unafraid.

So I will speak the things I have made concerning my King—
my heart, my pen, forever in Your embrace

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This is my testimony y’all

I was dead, now I am alive. So confused and lost was the name I answered to. Unloved. Directionless. With nothing to look forward to, nothing to be excited about, I remember that girl so well,- a moving grave. I was drowning in sorrow and shame, wrapped up in grief and uncertainty, until HE came. His LOVE a fire melting away all chains that bound me. His LOVE, THE TRUTH wiping away every lie that held me captive. His LOVE, an ocean drowning all my fears and all of a sudden I’m unaware of these afflictions as they’re eclipsed by His glory. His LOVE, a light piercing through every dark corner of my life, filling up every void. His love a Peace unmatched—-Oh His love.

And this is my testimony y’all, I was dead but now I live!!!

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Nothing but gratitude, sincere utmost love, fear and respect to my Maker-The Most Holy One. Going through the gospels I see the great, immeasurable love of Our Father. The weight He took upon Himself. Does amaze me that He didn’t send angels to die, He could have just sent one of the so many servants of His to come and die for me. But He went through it. I used to think it was just the pain, but the shame and humiliation He suffered in the hands of sinners, on my behalf, y’all. I like the Shona Phrase –“_Jesu panzvimbo yangu_”. He took it all for me, He took my place, He who knew no sin became sin, oh that lamb Of God, as announced by John, He took the sin of the world. Paying the debt He didn’t owe. He took my place. Jesus took my place; he suffered on my behalf y’all. And on that day as He hung on that old rugged cross, the veil was torn, yes, He made a way for me to enter into the most holy place, but far above that, as blood and water gushed from His pierced side, He washed me clean and said I could actually host the Lord of Hosts, the Most Holy One. He made us one with Him—–The Union of the bride and groom! I stand in awe—Nothing but respect for the Maker of Man, The Savior of Souls.

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His cloud of love enveloped me, drowning away all the fears and worries, ensuring and convincing me that He was right there with me. It’s not about what I have done, not about what I will ever do, it’s about what He has already done. It’s about His love for me. So great and unmistakable. So evident. So touchable. So thick it’s impossible not to focus on Him. Oh, the great Love of The Father!!!!

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